to look at people in light

Yesterday was an amazing day… cant even remember how long I slept, just that I woke up this morning. Wow. I think I fell asleep at eleven or twelve in the afternoon, squirmed into awareness a few times and finally got up this morning at 830. A day vanishes, and suddenly im standing on the tail of 2005.

Anyway mambo was quite fun, but joshy was right it was SUPER crowded, goodness the queue was until the end of the street so I went to the front and started chatting to this guy with his ns buddies and he let me cut mwahaha… then realized one of them was my acsi track senior tada!! He couldn’t recognize me. And if not for his name I wouldn’t have recognized him either. Haha. Amusing.

Then mambo itself… haha I couldn’t stop myself from laughing when I first went in cos of all the crazy ppl doing stupid hand actions altogether and looking absolutely retarded… but later on the dance floor with malley and nicole and aimee it was really fun!! Those retarded hand actions are deceptively fun, especially when with friends. But we dint know most of the movements so we pretended to be real pro and do some stupid hand waving and tacky actions of our own. Cos we pro what. Veeerry amusing.

Anyways on the way to newton with lionel and zhaf and evan after everything zhaf took us to this roti john and prata shop nearby which served really delicious food. Next time at zouk, must bring ppl to go eat there with me. But when eating was so tired after having only slept a bit the night before that I felt like I would fall into my roti john. There were so many ppl there it took like ten minutes just for the drinks to arrived… drinks! Simple haundred plus and lime juice and ice lemon tea! Testament to the good food haha. Or maybe just the proximity to zouk with all its early morning party people.

Made sixty bucks! From selling some of my cards! But I think now there’s only like 20 bucks of that left haha. Sorting and selling cards is like so tiring you wont believe it until you try it.

And you know what? It sucks when ppl cancel on you, especially if u’re prepared to feed them dinner made with your own two hands. Brandon was supposed to cook spaghetti for a couple of friends and family, but the friends decided they dint want to come anymore while we were shopping for ingredients so had to call the whole thing off. I wasn’t the one holding the dinner or doing the cooking, but still, it felt like shit to have ppl decide to cancel AND not tell you until you take the courtesy to call them yourself. What does that tell about a person? Chihuahua poodly irritating. Lesson: make up your bloody mind.

And melf thanks so much so much so much!!!!! THANK YOU!! For your hospitality warmth graciousness 2am supper good hostmanship etc etc. Yup. If I stay over again I will be doing the blanjahing. Or you could come stay over at my place and be bored out of your underwear.

And brandon thanks so much for letting me wear your shirt and using your hair stuff and cleanser and moisturizer without which I would have felt exceedingly ugly and never have gone zouk… and using your house… and being a cool business partner haha!!

And I’d like to thank my producer and manager and all the lighting crew and costume designers without which none of this could have happened. Thank you all so much and I hope we’ll be making more fabulous moments in the future. Cheers.