Wowwee!! Today got results back mwahahaha!!! I failed ecowgnomics and muggermatics bleah. But then I already expected that so nvm.. erk I think I am stupid. Got C for leetreecher and jogglaffy hohoho. First time I failed an E8 I feel like a failure. But still very happy today cos only studied for a week or so b4 prelims…
I SHALL DO BETTER!!!!!!!!
I think many ppl will be blogging today cos they feel they must spill their guts abt how their lives are so pathetic cos they cant get a decent grade cos they dint study enuff and how they could have done better if they had ten minutes more yada yada yada. Pleeeese just go jump off a suitably high building. If u fail just admit u suck and go do something to change it instead of being caught up in your own self-pity, soooooo pathetic. I guess I should be understanding but i have no patience with this kinda ppl.
*lunchbox*
*cheesebun*
happily it is the weekend already Sunday there’s an OJT to Southern Islands yippee!!! I’m not booted from Reefguides after all yippee!! Thursday’s theory class was so fun and funny, I wish I could be more like ria and danial and have so much confidence and liquid ease. And learnt so much also. Gosh I dunno what my life would be like if I’d missed this chance to guide…
mummy and daddy are going to kl on Sunday and back on Monday so I think I have to come back myself on Sunday night. Erp. Maybe I should find somewhere to bunk on Sunday night OJT will surely end very late. Uh-oh.
Yay overall I am feeling very very very very happy.
Today after results was talking with nicole and elaine AHHHH!! they are so cute and cool and fun and everything and I wish I could be with them everyday. But if that happened then it’d get very boring hmmm. Still... nicole has hot legs omigosh omigosh :P
yea i love my sarawak ppl and my bintan ppl :)
Ok tmrw I shall stay at home and be a good boy and study my atmo.
Friday, September 17, 2004
Monday, September 13, 2004
IT IS NEVER ENOUGH
Everything is never enough. Time is never enough. Sleep is never enough. Money is never enough. Satisfaction is never enough. What is ever enough?
God’s love is enough for us. God watches over us and keeps us safe, and to be in his everlasting love is enough for me. We all need to find our peace somewhere.
God’s love is enough for us. God watches over us and keeps us safe, and to be in his everlasting love is enough for me. We all need to find our peace somewhere.
Sunday, September 12, 2004
speechless
What are the words for it?
The times when you sit down and see the world suddenly enveloped in sunlight; the hazy drifting air; the startled contrast of grass meeting the tarmac; the red-brown freckled tiling; glare of sun off the back of a metal chair; and yourself zoomed out into perspective, into the bird’s eye view from man’s eye vision…
People noises like ribbons looping by.
A tree waving in an unseen wind there…
a car slowed, achingly persuaded over a speed bump there…
everyone around you familiar, friendly strangers…
you turn your head, lift an arm, curl a finger, everything moves in a lazy lagoon…
A heartbeat, and you snap out as soon as you slip in.
What are the words?
The times when you sit down and see the world suddenly enveloped in sunlight; the hazy drifting air; the startled contrast of grass meeting the tarmac; the red-brown freckled tiling; glare of sun off the back of a metal chair; and yourself zoomed out into perspective, into the bird’s eye view from man’s eye vision…
People noises like ribbons looping by.
A tree waving in an unseen wind there…
a car slowed, achingly persuaded over a speed bump there…
everyone around you familiar, friendly strangers…
you turn your head, lift an arm, curl a finger, everything moves in a lazy lagoon…
A heartbeat, and you snap out as soon as you slip in.
What are the words?
15 Love not the world, neither the
things that are in the world. If any
man love the world, the love of the
Father is not in him.
16 For all that is in the world, the
lust of the flesh, and the lust of the
eyes, and the pride of life, is not
of the Father, but is of the world.
17 And the world passeth away,
and the lust thereof: but he that
doeth the will of God abideth for
ever. 1 John 2, 15-17
Lord give me the strength to resist temptation, because I am weak.
things that are in the world. If any
man love the world, the love of the
Father is not in him.
16 For all that is in the world, the
lust of the flesh, and the lust of the
eyes, and the pride of life, is not
of the Father, but is of the world.
17 And the world passeth away,
and the lust thereof: but he that
doeth the will of God abideth for
ever. 1 John 2, 15-17
Lord give me the strength to resist temptation, because I am weak.
new phone!!!
Well… I got my new phone finally after waiting for the whim of my sister to assert itself in the right direction and she decides the time is convenient enuff for her to go register for our plans. I was a bit pissed the other day, cos she got the phone on the evening of the zoo trip and stayover, and got the wrong colour, of all things… so now I have a k700i in silver instead of light blue. Sigh. I guess I could have got angry but I dunno… whats the point. Went back to the singtel shop at causeway point but they said they don’t have an exchange policy, tho I did try to bluff them by saying that the counter staff at the NUS singtel shop said ‘I could to go to a bigger store to change the unit’. Yeah. The guy just gave me a slightly amused expression and said sorry no such thing (basically) and babbled on about whatnot I don’t care what cos it just meant Haha You Loser Change Your Phone Colour My Ass. Whats worse the nite b4 my sis had taken my old phone from me, demanding that she NEEDS to use it tmrw, she even called me an asshole and flung stuff around as she stomped away after I told her ‘I’ll give to u on Saturday? Its only one more day.’ later she came to my room and did more demanding that she NEEDS to use it, WHY must u use it tmrw, WHATS so impt abt u that u HAVE to use it tmrw as well u faggoty little bookreading pimply toad. (it is strange the way the she makes some words sound capitalized. And how she can squeeze zo much insult into a few sentences, as if she owned the world and I was really just a stray particle/neuron in her piles of quantum/psychology gumbo)
I was angry, yes, so annoyed by her double standards, that she felt it imperative that she use the phone immediately while she made me wait from Monday til Thursday b4 she felt like going to buy my phone. There’s a singtel shop right in NUS for goodness sake, she says she’ll go Monday then Sunday nite says she doesn’t feel like going to school tmrw, she goes out tuesday and doesn’t buy it, on Tuesday nite says she’ll buy it on Thursday cos Wednesday is too inconvenient. Bluddy poodles. In the end she buys it on Wednesday after putting me up to wait til Thursday, and b4 I could tell her what colour I wanted it in. Poodles!! Chihuahuas!! Ach. Then Thursday nite she demands to use my phone after making everything.
Of course, I decide not to tell her how I feel. It would be like asking a troll to stop hiding under the bridge and eating poor little goats trying to get to the other side, and you can feel deep down inside you are one of them Poor Little Goats feeling like the other side suddenly looks not only greener but now also comes with big pearly gates and many fluffy angel things. It is not a pleasant life with an older sister like this one.
In the end I hand over my old phone, which truth be told she’d already paid the $70 trade-in value for on Thursday nite. Friday I go without a phone and fail to change my silver k700i for a light blue one. At least… now I have a nice phone that doesn’t drive me crazy trying to press the down button, keypad 1, keypad 4 and (sometimes in aircon rooms. weird)the hex button. And it comes with a camera, but unfortunately I have no means of uploading mp3s or pictures or anything to it cos this stupid com don’t even have a basic USB port and the only functional computer in the entire house is in the hands of a bridge troll that eats poor little goats. Still, a camera’s a camera, and the phone IS cool looking and has a super chic display theme and 42 mb of memory, which has gotta mean it can store more than 14 msgs. Verily, I love it. Even if it isn't light blue.
I was angry, yes, so annoyed by her double standards, that she felt it imperative that she use the phone immediately while she made me wait from Monday til Thursday b4 she felt like going to buy my phone. There’s a singtel shop right in NUS for goodness sake, she says she’ll go Monday then Sunday nite says she doesn’t feel like going to school tmrw, she goes out tuesday and doesn’t buy it, on Tuesday nite says she’ll buy it on Thursday cos Wednesday is too inconvenient. Bluddy poodles. In the end she buys it on Wednesday after putting me up to wait til Thursday, and b4 I could tell her what colour I wanted it in. Poodles!! Chihuahuas!! Ach. Then Thursday nite she demands to use my phone after making everything.
Of course, I decide not to tell her how I feel. It would be like asking a troll to stop hiding under the bridge and eating poor little goats trying to get to the other side, and you can feel deep down inside you are one of them Poor Little Goats feeling like the other side suddenly looks not only greener but now also comes with big pearly gates and many fluffy angel things. It is not a pleasant life with an older sister like this one.
In the end I hand over my old phone, which truth be told she’d already paid the $70 trade-in value for on Thursday nite. Friday I go without a phone and fail to change my silver k700i for a light blue one. At least… now I have a nice phone that doesn’t drive me crazy trying to press the down button, keypad 1, keypad 4 and (sometimes in aircon rooms. weird)the hex button. And it comes with a camera, but unfortunately I have no means of uploading mp3s or pictures or anything to it cos this stupid com don’t even have a basic USB port and the only functional computer in the entire house is in the hands of a bridge troll that eats poor little goats. Still, a camera’s a camera, and the phone IS cool looking and has a super chic display theme and 42 mb of memory, which has gotta mean it can store more than 14 msgs. Verily, I love it. Even if it isn't light blue.
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