and....

posted to armour!!!

for goodness sake, yes! it is for goodness' sake. my goodness that is.

and so... postings for sierra wing are out, amidst disappointments and myriad elations, many other emotions are half-masked and wrapped up. some wanted to go signals and went to infantry, others wanted to go to infantry and went to combat e... hiaz life was never fair to begin with, my little children, and we'll all have to grow up with that. i'm lucky i got to my vocation of choice, but in the end, what does it matter? we feel blindly for passage to a better corp, a more pleasant existence in another company, battalion, etc, but we hardly ever knew shit about what we were throwing our choices into in the first place.

so i say now... wherever we is going, we is not knowing what we're going into anyway. so all's equal. life is not fair, but at least it gives us our chances. i guess we can excel wherever we go, as long as there's effort put in, not like my chao geng buddy who appeals for air force, says he wants to go for armour, gives substandard work in infantry and reports sick for crap half the time. i cant stand it. why people like that are allowed to still stay in ocs (of all places OFFICER school)is just a mystery. but then again, life is not fair.

harharhar/. i bitch.

and ahead... 3 weeks in brunei ohmigosh. just thinking about it and my heart aches. sigh its going to be a difficult 3 weeks. gonna miss my kitten so much >_<

and i must thank the Lord for everything he's given me, everything he's helped me through, all the strength he's provided, all the grace he's shone upon me to help me get up again... for my family whom i love, my friends whom i treasure... and my kitten i adore..

God bless.

:D

hello

a long drought

i realize i cant type properly anymore cos i've been away from the computer for too long. basically civilisation. cookhouse food just tastes so cookhousey after eating it for four weeks.

anyway am finally back!!! in so many ways..

finally got my passport done so i can GO HOOMMMEE. for like the first time in four weeks. ok la actually already got home yesterday but nvm lets just ignore that.

ohmigods today ate my mum's fried rice... after so long, its like a taste of heaven. and just coming home and being able to say hi to mum, dad, sis, bro... even if bro still hasnt repaired my cd player and stuck my lovelybabyblue bag full of badge pins, and my sis is glued to her laptop doing her thesis, and dad isnt home yet well, mum is always free so i talk to her.

and its good to be back.

yes it is.

WaRgH. feeling so awfully sleepy tired crumbly now but i just dont feel like sleeping.. aiya shall go to sleep soon otherwise i cant go out later.

there's so much to complain bout army but nothing comes out of it eventually so i dont really see the point.. army is like a self-contained, self-sufficient world of its own. i'm getting lazy to type so maybe tonight i'll continue la. if i get home. gah.