and....

posted to armour!!!

for goodness sake, yes! it is for goodness' sake. my goodness that is.

and so... postings for sierra wing are out, amidst disappointments and myriad elations, many other emotions are half-masked and wrapped up. some wanted to go signals and went to infantry, others wanted to go to infantry and went to combat e... hiaz life was never fair to begin with, my little children, and we'll all have to grow up with that. i'm lucky i got to my vocation of choice, but in the end, what does it matter? we feel blindly for passage to a better corp, a more pleasant existence in another company, battalion, etc, but we hardly ever knew shit about what we were throwing our choices into in the first place.

so i say now... wherever we is going, we is not knowing what we're going into anyway. so all's equal. life is not fair, but at least it gives us our chances. i guess we can excel wherever we go, as long as there's effort put in, not like my chao geng buddy who appeals for air force, says he wants to go for armour, gives substandard work in infantry and reports sick for crap half the time. i cant stand it. why people like that are allowed to still stay in ocs (of all places OFFICER school)is just a mystery. but then again, life is not fair.

harharhar/. i bitch.

and ahead... 3 weeks in brunei ohmigosh. just thinking about it and my heart aches. sigh its going to be a difficult 3 weeks. gonna miss my kitten so much >_<

and i must thank the Lord for everything he's given me, everything he's helped me through, all the strength he's provided, all the grace he's shone upon me to help me get up again... for my family whom i love, my friends whom i treasure... and my kitten i adore..

God bless.

:D