tired of wings

cant believe i have to do homework for army. of all things..we have to do elearning on the safti intranet and memorize military law facts and section movement drills. and learn the specifications of the various weapons. bloody stupid. and i havent finished going thru all the packages so i think im screwded.

anw... everyday is like a new challenge.

ArGh. cant stop talking about ns!! its consuming my whole life! this is verrryy bad. nowadays the only thing i have for conversation is army. again, bloody stupid.

haiz.. my only motivation nowadays seems to be her. sometimes i think im just making things complicated for myself. eofinveofnbeanefivmasm. aiyah my mind is in a mess right now. i shall stop thinking.

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being duty sergeant on the weekend is just the worst imaginable responsibility that can be put on ya.

oh no i just forgot to do something very important
argh
now i hafta wait til next week. :(

some days i just wish i wasnt in ocs
sigh