Thursday, August 12, 2004

tired

Prelims are coming up so I’m kinda feeling some pressure… ithink I should be feeling a lot of stress now, but evidently im not otherwise I’d be busy sleeping now instead of chillin here and typing like there’s all the time in the world. I’ll prob go sleep soon after this and tmrw go out study at woodlands library..

Haven't gotten my ezlink card yet tsk tsk.. dunno whether I should go get one. Haven't replaced it since like mid-june so until now I thin been saving pretty much on mrt fares… bus fare get marginally more expensive tho but I think it all compensates la yah?

Hello could I find out if there are any more practical lessons? I’ve been out of Singapore for the last week so I missed the first OJT and the sekudu walk.

Maybe I’m just getting a bit tired of all this marine bio… maybe its not what I want to do in the first place. Part of me just wants to go back to dance, yet another part of me wants to learn music and play the drums, bass guitar, acoustic… humans really are fickle yah…

Then again what pa said is true la, that now just focus on studies is the most important.. human geog paper is just three days away and I don’t think I’m now prepared for it at all as of right now. Coupled with every other paper that is set to come over the next two and a half weeks of prelims, I really don’t know if I’m gonna pass and get the requisite 2 As 2 Aos. If I don’t, then how? Maybe I’ll have to go for extra remedial for next term, and that really sucks big time.. I wonder if many ppl will skip term four, or will everyone become good boys and girls and just come for class…

Truthfully, I’m really tired. Really tired of everything. When I go to school nowadays I don’t even go for class, except for those lessons that no ppl would dare to miss for fear of having their heads bitten off, like creffield’s and mr ngoei’s class. Otherwise, I just go to the library or to the void deck and study or do my own stuff (which is usually some form of studying or sleeping) then after school go home or stay around to talk to ppl. And then go home after that…