long island daggers

oh did i say i got posted to armour? well yups did get posted there, but now hafta go for socjot slowjog (slowsqueezeyourballsjog) in brunei..
just thankful its not the initial 3 weeks we were briefed upon.. only 10 days *heaves a breath* or i'd die
best pt
best soc
best mindless waste of freakin time

24k down
mambo over
suffering from too much alcohol
not a hangover, just dizzytired.
barely slept a couple hours the past two days, plus 24k thru tues nite and mambo thru wed, i feel like falling over. if there were feathers spread out at my feet like a cushion of swans i'd close my eyes and collapse sighing into the downwards towards your concrete, leaving this world behind and filling the comfort of black lidded sleep. but i cant, cos now i need to go out and make my stoopid specs, tmrw hafta wake up freakin early to go for kitbag inspection. i feel like falling over.

i think yesterday was the drunkest i'd ever got.. if that amounted to being drunk. just couldnt walk so very straight or focus on any one thought for more than about 2.483 seconds before it recycled into a swimming vision of a big drain in front of me that im just about to walk into if i dont wake up and steer away as i wander zigzagging from zouk down to chinablack looking for melfin the fairy. im going crazy now.

tomorrow my kitten's returning from viet. i think she'd love some flowers. i think i'd love her back, just in one piece, safe and smiling her sweet smile.
Amen